Immature

I thought that I am mature
I thought that it was enough
I thought that..

So many ego..

In the end..
I am still not enough
I am Immature
I am still a Girl

different between Dating a Girl and a Women

1. A girl throws tantrums. When displeased, upset or angry, she reacts just as she did as a child when she didn’t get her way with her parents. This often consists of screaming, pouting, giving the silent treatment, being passive aggressive and/or punishing. A woman still feels the emotions of being upset/displeased, but has cultivated the skill of responding versus reacting. She comes to the table as an adult, and communicates clearly what is bothering her.

2. A girl perceives herself as a princess and believes people should treat her like so. She is entitled and feels that she is owed and therefore expects more than she appreciates. A woman, has standards (what she holds herself to) not expectations (what she projects on to others).

3. A girl uses her physical beauty as her currency and basis of value. A girl may be so used to feeling validated through her looks and sexuality, that she uses this as her primary tool to get what she wants in life. A woman, knows her worth is beyond her physicality. A woman bases her value on her intelligence, her strength, her integrity, her values, her contributions, her humanity.

4. A girl banks on a man to be her financial strategy. A woman plans to be financially independent – she banks on… herself. And if she so happens to enter a relationship dynamic where it makes sense for her partner to be the primary breadwinner, it’s considered a bonus, not the expected life line.

5. A girl sees the world from a place of lack and scarcity. She competes and will even tear down another in order to secure resources or a mate. A woman helps other women. She knows that there’s plenty enough to go around and takes the high road of integrity to get what she wants.

6. A girl cannot be bothered with anything domestic and is proud of the fact that she cannot cook or clean. A woman understands that being domestic is not a duty, but understands that it is one way of taking care of herself and others. She also understands that in the event she wants to create a family, having a person in the household who can contribute domestically is important.

7. “A girl wants attention, a woman wants respect. A girl wants to be adored by many. A woman wants to be adored by one.” -anonymous

8. A girl does not respect her body.  She has not yet understood that her body and heart are sacred, and that it’s important to be mindful of how she treats it and who she shares it with. “A girl cherishes handbags, diamonds and her shoe collection as her prize possessions. A woman cherishes her health, her sense of self, and her talents as her greatest assets.” – N. Mah

9. A woman takes the time to reflect on the type of human she wants to be, the example she wants to leave and the vision for her life. She has put thought into her values and what she stands for. A girl has not established her moral compass or values and consequently, is often inconsistent. “After spending time with a girl, you feel exhausted because she takes more than she gives. After spending time with a woman, you feel invigorated, because she empowers you with possibility, and a passion for life.” – N. Mah

10. A girl has a checklist that prioritizes superficial qualities above anything else. Here is an example of how this checklist may look: Hot, popular, wears skinny jeans, over 6 feet tall, rich.. This is the checklist of what a woman may look for: High integrity, intelligent, kind, good communicator, emotionally available…

You are already in PAIN..

You are already HURT..

GET A REWARD FROM IT!!!

Rent? Sell? Buy?

It's a house that we are saying..
Argue.. Silent.. Ignore.. Compare.. Decision.. Selfishness.. Betrayal..

A house where Feels about to lose..
A house where no longer a place to sleep..
A house where does't not feel comfortable anymore..


So hard to get a House nowadays..
Just for eveyone have a place to go back to..
Just for everyone to have dinner..
Just for everyone to talk..Just for wvwyone to sleep..

I hope I can help..
I hope I can provide..
Scared.. Hopeful.. Lost..

Sorry, Don't leave me here alone..

You said that I always get mad for no reason...
Do you know that I get mad is because i cared..
Getting mad because I'm jealous..
I am jealous because I am scared that one day you will love another person and leave me..
I am Jealous because I am scared when you talk to close with another girl that you will fall in love with her..

I am so Insecure..
I feel so empty without you
I don't feel the Love I felt before
Even when I am with you

I always sleep late is because I am Sad.. when i am Sad
I can't sleep..
When I am Jealous.. I can't sleep too
Everytime I closed my eyes,
My imagination will shows that you will leave me..
You will fall in love with another girl
You will Not love me anymore
That because of my behavior you will leave me..

I always cried myself to sleep..
Even when you are just downstairs, in your room..sleeping..
Falling Asleep And waking up, seeing you sleeping and huging me.. 
I miss you alot..
Please come over and hug me to sleep like you used to be..

The Most Beautiful things in the World,

cannot be Seen,

Heard

or even Touched,

they must be felt with the Heart

夢

因為那個夢

我好難受

希望夢只是夢

希望這不是現實

Almost 2 years now..

Together we push throught lots of walls

Together we have hurt each other

Together we hug with tears in our eyes

Together we missed each other for countless nights

Together we hug and sleep

Together we stand

We shared our worst and happiness

We shared our thoughts

We forgive each other mistake

Passing through each walls wasn't easy

Giving up is easier than holding on

Yet we still choose to held on each other

2 years.. 

We almost been together for almost 2 years

It sound short to you maybe

But it really wasn't easy

Loved him from the first day

Loves him even more now

 

Let our future to come

And bring NO FEAR to welcome the future

都說女孩子不要太堅強，否則會沒有人疼。
可是誰又知道，我不自立不自強不堅強，誰能在我需要肩膀的時候給我溫暖 ？

很多時候，我不是真的要堅強，
我是被迫在堅強。
誰不知道，再堅強的女生心裏總有塊傷？
不痛不代表沒有被傷過。
如果你懂，請不要只看到她的笑，
你要看到她心底的淚。