說不哭

作詞：潘嘉麗
作曲：潘嘉麗
編曲：林依霖
監製：王斯禹．潘嘉麗

我懂說分手的難處 冷靜看著你把話說出
好讓你覺得我沒那麼在乎 其實你不說我能感觸
雖然我裝作糊塗 提到她你的眼神已明顯已不再專注

這一路 每一步 都走得太辛苦 愛到不了幸福
是我們沒有認路的天賦 她讓我看清楚

這旅途 每一步 都走得太辛苦 愛終究走到迷途
決定祝福 我會算數
就像當初說要愛你 給了全部

我懂說分手的難處 冷靜看著你把話說出
好讓你覺得我沒那麼在乎 其實你不說我能感觸

雖然我裝作糊塗 提到她你的眼神已明顯已不再專注

這一路 每一步 都走得太辛苦 愛到不了幸福
是我們沒有認路的天賦 她讓我看清楚

這旅途 每一步 都走得太辛苦 愛終究走到迷途
決定祝福 我會算數
就像當初說要愛你 給了全部

這旅途 每一步 都走得太辛苦 愛到不了幸福
是我們沒有認路的天賦 她讓我看清楚

說不哭 眼淚卻 止不住 畢竟曾擁有過你一段路
決定祝福 我會算數
就像當初說要愛你 給了全部

This song remind me of the time when your heart had changed.
I tell myself not to cry, is not worth crying for the person who can't control temptation..

Remember the time when you talk to me coldly in the phone..
Ignore my messages..
Did not say "I miss you" "I love you"
Did not call me "dar" anymore..

My heart crack into pieces slowly..
Knowing but pretend that everything is alright..

Alone

How many times do I need to remind myself to be independent.. I'm alone and i have to stand alone..I must be strong.. Maybe somebody will stay and let me depend on..just for a while.. but don't get to used to it.. they won't stay long.. I will only be there for myself when i needed help..don't expect anymore.. Please be strong..

I am alone now..
Nobody is there for me to depend on..
I'm alone..

Baby grow up without mum

Early in the morning after my training and when we come back home they welcome us home. . Suddenly we thinking of taking their picture since they are together..Snoopy and baby ignoring each other but i'm forcing them to get closer just to take a picture with both of them in it..haha..

Mum holding baby to take this photo..haha..

Trying to get baby sit on snoopy back and snoopy refuse to coorperate and scare baby away~ scare me too..thought snoopy are going to attack baby.

Single photo of white baby..both baby like to pose and hang there so we can take picture of them..so cute~

Brown baby picture after rain..

Both of them together~ =D

Posing~

Another pose~

And another pose..super model~ =)

Finding worm to eat~ looking at me to see whether i follow him..haha

Looking~

Single posing photo~ =)

Close up to the head~ so hard to get the head picture~

My first and favourite chicken ( Chick Chick)

Family Picture =) its hard to get their family picture because they will just keep moveing or be separate..

This is brown chick baby.. walking around like a boss..feather is growing faster and faster..

My Favourite lovely chick chick  looking at the camera light.. so cute of her  =D

Sitting on top of the cage.. Getting ready for bed time...his feature is starting to grow.

When She is in the cage. When mum complain she is poop around and make my mum mad... After her bath she also will be put inside the cage and serenie will use hair dryer to blow dry her.. Or when we are cleaning the floor outside. is the easiest time to take a perfect picture of her..Is hard to take a picture of her when she is moving around =)

Happy family.. Chick chick first 2 baby boy chick~

After the egg have hatch.. Both of the baby chick hiding under chick chick stomach..For keeping them warm.. So cute~ =D

This is the picture when both baby is big enough to leave her mother stomach and finding food. Chick chick stay at there side most of the time, protecting them..

我懂了...

我在進退的路口
我看不見了天空
我快樂嗎 我也好想躲一躲
到你的胸口
我的喜悲你的自由
就像彩虹短暫逗留
你快樂吧
你找到你的出口
你真的自由
我不愛過 就不懂寂寞
我不難過 淚又怎麼會流
愛的夠重 傷的夠痛
證明我愛過
幸福走過 才浮現感動
幸運的我 曾擁你的溫柔
你的笑容 還有你問候
都讓我心動
你喜歡過 你沉溺過 你殘忍過
這一刻我都懂 我真的自由
我的喜悲你的自由
就像彩虹短暫逗留
你快樂吧
你找到你的出口
你真的自由
我不愛過 就不懂寂寞
我不難過 淚又怎麼會流
愛的夠重 傷的夠痛
證明我愛過
幸福走過 才浮現感動
幸運的我 曾擁你的溫柔
你的笑容 還有你問候
都讓我心動
我不愛過 就不懂寂寞
我不難過 淚又怎麼會流
愛的夠重 傷的夠痛
證明我愛過
幸福走過 才浮現感動
幸運的我 曾擁你的溫柔
你的笑容 還有你問候
都讓我心動
你喜歡過 你沉溺過 你殘忍過
這一刻我都懂 我真的自由

王菀之 - 我真的受傷了

燈光也暗了　音樂低聲了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外陰天了　人是無聊了
我的心開始想你了
電話響起了　你要說話了
還以為你心裡對我又想念了
怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了
是你變了　是你變了

燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了
滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快樂
我的心真的受傷了

電話響起了　你要說話了
還以為你心裡對我又想念了
怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了
是你變了　是你變了
燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了
滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快樂
我的心真的受傷了

我的心真的受傷了

Trust and trusted

How many people can diffrentiate between "trust" and " trusted"
How many people understand ?

I rarely trust people. I don't know why i cant trust peple easily. Maybe trusting people is like inviting them to hurt myself, my heart.

And i trusted him, i really do i thought that he will not hurt me but i'm so wrong, he hurt me..
badly..

During that time is unforgetterble. Ofcourse i will not want to forget, i want myself to remember the betray and being cheat of feeling from a guy that i gave my heart to. I want this feeling to remind me that men can never be trust.

Father. Dad. Men.

I have  also learn not to put hope or expectation to anyone. Especially him..

Last day

Today is my last day attending sport management course. I do love the food the prepare for us today, atleast is healtier compare to the few days back and I am looking forward for tommorow meals too. Hahaha..I love to eat!! =D
Today is also my last day and night to study the whole sport management book in Malay somemore.
I really have no mood to study but I will still force myself to concentrate. Hopefully I am able to answer the exam question and most importantly UNDERSTAND the question.

Help and bless me that I will pass this course. =)

 JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!

Exam Exam Exam !!!

Exam is around the corner and i haven study anything. T.T
Also thanks to my blurness to go take up sport management course the week before exam week. I have no time to study and always come home very tired due to have to wake up around 6.30am in the morning and attend the course which end around 5.30pm.
This semester i resit anotomy so i have 3 more subject to study. hopefully everything will be fine and I will be bless enough to pass and hopefully score so that I can pull up my CGPA since it was falling.
WISH MYSELF AND PEOPLE WHO ARE HAVING TEST SOON GOOD LUCK!!!

=)

Attending sport management course 5Days

This is my first time attending a course. It's so hard to understand espcially is in malay. One of the speaker i meet today keep sharing about his expirience, position and so on and on. Lukily after lunch another speaker is better, he teach us about social net work and IT stuff. He even teach how to use twitter, facebook, instargtam and BLOGGING. =D   This is my first ever blog~ XD