Sorry, Don't leave me here alone..

You said that I always get mad for no reason...
Do you know that I get mad is because i cared..
Getting mad because I'm jealous..
I am jealous because I am scared that one day you will love another person and leave me..
I am Jealous because I am scared when you talk to close with another girl that you will fall in love with her..

I am so Insecure..
I feel so empty without you
I don't feel the Love I felt before
Even when I am with you

I always sleep late is because I am Sad.. when i am Sad
I can't sleep..
When I am Jealous.. I can't sleep too
Everytime I closed my eyes,
My imagination will shows that you will leave me..
You will fall in love with another girl
You will Not love me anymore
That because of my behavior you will leave me..

I always cried myself to sleep..
Even when you are just downstairs, in your room..sleeping..
Falling Asleep And waking up, seeing you sleeping and huging me.. 
I miss you alot..
Please come over and hug me to sleep like you used to be..

The Most Beautiful things in the World,

cannot be Seen,

Heard

or even Touched,

they must be felt with the Heart

夢

因為那個夢

我好難受

希望夢只是夢

希望這不是現實

Almost 2 years now..

Together we push throught lots of walls

Together we have hurt each other

Together we hug with tears in our eyes

Together we missed each other for countless nights

Together we hug and sleep

Together we stand

We shared our worst and happiness

We shared our thoughts

We forgive each other mistake

Passing through each walls wasn't easy

Giving up is easier than holding on

Yet we still choose to held on each other

2 years.. 

We almost been together for almost 2 years

It sound short to you maybe

But it really wasn't easy

Loved him from the first day

Loves him even more now

 

Let our future to come

And bring NO FEAR to welcome the future

都說女孩子不要太堅強，否則會沒有人疼。
可是誰又知道，我不自立不自強不堅強，誰能在我需要肩膀的時候給我溫暖 ？

很多時候，我不是真的要堅強，
我是被迫在堅強。
誰不知道，再堅強的女生心裏總有塊傷？
不痛不代表沒有被傷過。
如果你懂，請不要只看到她的笑，
你要看到她心底的淚。